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Thursday, November 16th, 2006
12:27 pm
im making a new journal for myself... please tag your address at my new address so i can link all of you...


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Friday, November 10th, 2006
11:52 am - Dull? I KNOW!~
I know my entry has been getting dull-er as each post goes by... i have took quite a number of photos but i couldnt put them onto my computer unless my handphone cable is working!! Photos piling up in my handphone; how i wish i could upload them all onto the computer now and share it with you guys! haha..

im not trying to be vain; just wish to share the great memories that i have been collecting recently. This week is an hectic period for me; 3 projects were expected to be completed today and i merely had enough sleep.... Eye bags are searching their way to me and pimples are haunting me! haha..another vainpot to you all?

Quite a number of my friends are celebrating their birthday this month. With that number means i have to fork out quite a sum of money for their gift but its totally alright. Birthday is once a year event so i shldnt whine about it. I will have my birthday soon, give and take yea..

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Monday, November 6th, 2006
8:34 pm - a fine return
It has been almost 2 weeks since i last updated my journal. I have braved through several obstacles during these recent weeks and my life was in a total mess. Thought about different solutions to resolve this situation, i have came to a conclusion in which i know it will be the right one.

Sorry to make you angry and lie to you for these few days, Dear. I know i have been raising my voice and lecturing u when i shld not and i promise i will repent and not make any mistakes of the same kind. The paragraph that you wrote on ur blog shall be forfeited as i will strive to be the one that you have always thought i will be.

My knee cap has been giving me problem when im playing sports. I couldn't jump as high as before and hope it ain't some serious injury! God bless me yea! I still wanna work hard towards achieving medals as i grow up!!!!!

current mood: crazy

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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
11:17 pm - cherish.
During my span of 3 years of poly life, i have learnt the most important word which is "cherish". Everything comes and goes, we surely know that and the only way we can sustain this is cherish it before one is too late to do so. Those who are close to me would know that bryan will self reflect on what he has done recently every night and sort out his thoughts. Nothing unusual, i had self reflected last night but what's different was the content that i had gave a thought about.

I always made her angry and got away from the situation with just some sorry which i find it pretty dumb right now. Action speaks louder than words, brother! Slapped myself thoroughly and hope it will wake me up and it really does work. Now, is everything too late? That doesn't matter; Me, bryan, will make everything anew and change my childish actions that i have done to make her blood boils. After so many years, i finally found my missing pierce, my dear elaine.

Scanning my handphone gallery and i found out that my life wasn't this perfect when she wasn't around. I'm gonna cherish, treasure and sustain it. No matter what.

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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
4:39 pm - agony..
blank entry... i'm lost with what and how to update my journal.

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Saturday, October 14th, 2006
1:37 am - The story begins...
IM STARTING WORK TOMORROW... but at a place which is so .. boon lay.... boon lay shopping centre..... but never mind! what i love about htis job is i get to choose whether i wanna work or not to work in a particular week... and the pay is reasonably high!

BUT i still wanna work as a bartender. =( i wanna concoct a special drink originated by me to the girl of my life. U know who you are, dear. =)

current mood: determined
current music: anyone of us - gareth gate

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Sunday, October 8th, 2006
10:49 am - BORING WEEK
ERMM, im going for another job interview with Elaine on tuesday. It is for LG Mobile but im not sure the location of the job but hope it will be around town area. I loathes working at residential area. It just way too boring! The manager told me that it is a weekend job and the pay rate is attractive. I mean really attractive. Shall not leak out the pay rate and incentive.

I wanted to work as a bartender but i just can't stumble upon any opportunity or "lobang" to do so. Maybe im not fated to be a bartender for the time being.

My computer went cranky again. It never seems to stop troubling me and my family. Perhaps its really time to dump it one side and purchase a new desktop. If there's any good promotion going around on this tiny island, i don't mind taking a look and consider the factors before asking my parents.

Love is in the air;
where there's you around me.

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Monday, October 2nd, 2006
1:02 am - my one and only... and will i be your one and only
i have returned to give birth to a new post in my LJ. I have been busy recently, TOTALLY busy with my activites. Been working, going chalet, clubbing and hanging out with my girl. We got a job that gave us easy money (at first thought) but after we completed the assignment today, it was hectic and crazy. Our task was walking around like a MOBILE BILLBOARD advertising the grand opening of Vivo City (f.y.i: its the next largest mall in singapore located at harbourfront; can't believe im still advertising for them!) for like 8 hours! The cash that we collected at the end of day gave us a sense of satisfaction. My first hard earned money during this holiday. What a fruitful one! haha

I would like to dedicate the next paragraph to my awesome girl, Elaine. With all the troubles that i have been giving u which upset u and disappointed u at time, you still forgive me. No word can describe the feeling in my heart right now. The closest phrase that i can put it here is "you have become part of me, in which i will not be able to be what i am today without you". I really don't dare to dwell with the days without you. It's just so boring and meaningless. This paragraph might sound corny but i have never expressed this much before.

Dear, thanks for all the chances you gave and i will treasure u as part of me and cherish every seconds that we will spend together.

current mood: crazy crazy..

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Monday, September 18th, 2006
10:38 am - Album Summarised
This entry will only be a short description of photos that i have yet to post up for these 2 weeks.

MY Elaine.
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At my house, Me and Adrian
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At the Grand Cathay, blur image though.
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Cycling-cum-BBQ session
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Items which Elaine got for herself on a day of shopping
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At BI0407's Chalet
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Clubbing session at club Momo.
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current music: Remember the name - Fort Minor

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Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
12:31 am - LONG DAY
I dragged myself off the bed at 10am before i took 50mins to get myself prepared for a journey to east coast with elaine and her classmates. The moment Elaine called me and i knew she was awake, i left my house in a jiffy hoping to reach her place in the earliest possible time. Can't believe i waited 15mins for the bus to arrive at amk station which really tested my patience and i touched her gate at noon.

Elaine was almost ready by the time i reached and we took off from her place in less than 20mins. All her classmates were reaching and our only solution to resolve this situation was to hail a cab and hop on. AND i detest COMFORT TAXI; its fare meter was jumping like a crazy horse running on an open space. Luckily, the destination wasn't tat far and we settled down at EAST COAST macdonald within 20 mins.

While we were strolling to a bicycle kiosk, we noticed the weather was changing and rain would arrive in an hour or so. Plan B was immediately instilled and we went to bowl at the nearby bowling alley. However, we managed to get only 3 persons (including myself) to play. Don't talk about the scores, it deterioriated tremendously since i didnt touch it for years. After 2 games of bowling, we moved on to enjoy ourselves at the arcade located above the bowling alley. I was amazed when i saw secondary kids wearing their school uniform wandering around arcade. I thought they were not allowed into the game area before 6pm or has the law change?

Our plan to cycle was restored when we saw the sun, slowly, taking over the sky. We cycled for 2 hours and our next plan was a last minute bbq session. A few of us went to 7-11 to get the necessary items for a bbq to begin and end with. Thought it wasn't stomach filling, i find that it was actually rather fun to hang out with Elaine's classmates. Cool people to mingle with. Our last destination was the Parkway Parade which we used its toilet and some of them got themselves some extra serving of ice cream. Following which, i sent Elaine before i "sent" myself home too. After a quick bath and supper, here i am, blogging about what i did today.

(Photos might come up when i receive it, please wait people!)

current mood: tired
current music: you and me - life house

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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
9:42 pm
Its been a week since my holidays have started. I have gone on a week of job hunting in vain!!! Isn't it really that hard to get a part time job that meet my salary expectation and fulfil my tight schedule? Sigh.. My resolution for the semestral break is to earn my keep and have an additional saving of 500bucks; i hope i can achieve that with ease.

Winsor and i met up with Mrs Teo at CoffeeBean, Sun Plaza for a quick catch up on last friday. Really miss the time she taught me during secondary school and with her NEVER-ANGRY attitude towards us; it really hit me hard and i respected her tonnes. A great teacher within the boundary of classroom and a close friend out of the school. Following which, i went to meet elaine after her work and right before her taekwando training.

Nothing really worth to mention about saturday since everyone knows that i will be wandering about siloso beach for my weekly suntanning and beach vball session. BUT BUT, wait! SILOSO BEACH WAS DAMN PACKED WITH EMPLOYEES OF MARTIME AND KEPPEL corporates which really delayed our bathing time. We walked from rasa sentosa to luge and back to rasa for a changing room which we hoped that it will be lesser pack than the one we visit previously. Immediately after my beach, i got my butt down to serangoon and meet up with elaine before we made our way to town in the glimpse hope of watching ghost game. It was scheduled to be broadcasted at around 3:45am which was totally crazy if we were to catch it. Dragging our feets around orchard and we felt tat it was time to bite something. We dropped by lucky plaza and pizza hut was our solution. Ordered sinful food which made me do tonnes of sit ups. Laughing my head off*. Oh ya, here's a picture of elaine and me outside istana park in which we took a few days back.

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Well, as for today, i stand strong with my name "HOMELY BRYAN"! I went to the gym at 1 and packed up and went home at around 4. Didn't really accomplish any task besides sleeping and using the computer; and my dear elaine fell asleep.... i was so bored in the afternoon and yeap! guess what, i fell asleep like a pig too... =P

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Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
10:33 am
Its high time for me to update my journal but it gonna be a quick one as im really gonna be damn late for my chalet. Erm, sam and zhihong, please don't kill me for that. Whahaha...

Im just gonna post this to show that im still kicking alive and please do not worry about me! I really love my current life, with great friends and of course, great wife around. Thanks people.


Poof, time to go. Ciao people.

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Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
3:19 pm - contemplating
Shall do a quick review on what happened during these past few days...

Saturday (19/8) : Went to sentosa for beach vball as usual. We played till 4pm before i made my way to bishan and meet up with elaine. She came over to my place till midnight before i sent her to the station.

Sunday (20/8) : Hit the gym at around 3pm and dine with elaine at serangoon... after which we took our time to walk the dogs till a playgrd before we rested and chatted till 11pm+.

Monday (21/8) : Hais... school as usual lar! =P Dinner with elaine too. just love eating with her.

Im contemplating whether to club on the 30th of august as canberra secondary will be holding its teachers' day celebration on the 31st aug. I can't expect myself to club till late and still attend the celebration which will start at around 8am? Dots! Maybe i shld just go for the huiming's bbq? What if i got myself drunk and i couldnt wake up on time on the next morning again! hahaha... DOTS!!!! so many things to do , yet so little time...

current music: muse - unitended

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Friday, August 18th, 2006
10:54 am - My most precious 17th august.
17th august, our first month anniversary! A day that holds special meaning Elaine and I. First thing in the morning, i left my house for michelle's as i got her to teach me how to bake cookies. We had several attempts before one heart shape cookie was formed. Eating cookies is easy but in the process of baking, it takes great effort to make an edible cookie. You've to try and bake the cookies in different batches. This enable you to have a gauge of how long the cookies will take to be ready. Ah... dear, it was my first attempt baking and i hope you like it. =). Thanks a million for your belt, dear. love it lots

I reached Elaine's house at around 1pm. Given the weather that i had to brave through before i reached her house, i will need to stand in front of the fan to cool myself down. Before the hour hand hit 3, we took off to hougang mall and dine at cafe cartel. Since we were at the outlet that elaine is working at, she changed her uniform to a size smaller than the one she had. Elaine was elated that she had changed her uniforms and by just looking at her expression, i was delighted too. =)

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"Potato wedges and minestrone soup"

damn... we forgot to take photo of the St Louis Pork Ribs that we shared. Sigh. What a waste but never mind, so long as we enjoyed the meal.

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Happy '2' at cartel.

As it was getting late, we decided to get our butt off the comfy seats at cartel and started our journey to sentosa.

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"It was rather boring to be sitting on the train not doing anything, so we took photo of ourselves."

It was already 5pm when we reached sentosa and our first destination was Sentosa Ludge.

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"Sentosa Ludge"

Since dear was not in the proper attire for the ludge, we just bought tickets for the sky ride. Man, if you have "JU GAO ZHEN", pls DONT EVER EVER try sky ride. =)

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"Measure the height urself."

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"The other end of the sky ride."

After a hectic activity, its time for us to chill at the nearby beach bar "coastes".

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"Bryan (legs located at the right side of the pic) enjoying his iced tea and the breeze"

Finally, sun had set and night had arrived. We called it a day and made our way to harbourfront for our dinner before heading home. This is the day i love most. Thanks dear.

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"Dark side of sentosa"

Teachers' Day's Resolution
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- GET MY PIMPLES and THOSE BLACK LITTLE IRRITANTS STUFF AWAY FROM MY FACE.
- 77KG ! Whaha..
- Dye and Highlight hair
- Get a job
- Last but not least, love my girl.

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Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
11:11 am
Oh ya, i had cleanly forgotten to post up the photos when we took during our trip to phuture/zouk.

Here it comes...


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"Hey, do i look great with cc's spect on?" whaha...

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cc:"this asshole, why must he use my spect?"

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bry:"ah alright, chill cc. i shall return ur spect lar!"

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Monday, August 14th, 2006
11:56 am
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This was taken outside of cartel. photographer: elaine

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This was at heeren - photographer: elaine

Oh ya! I had cleanly forgotten to share the photo that Elaine took when we were outside of cafe cartel (Plaza Singapura). Here it is!



I'm in school now! Trying damn hard to resolve this fucking irritating project. Seems like the platform itself has PMS too; it will only allow you to start the server when it is on cloud nine. I think i might get a D for this semester FYPJ. BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks to who? BI04 Coordinator who forced me to specialize in IT. You have spoiled my good grade and my future! Cursing and swearing at you won't help either. sighs.

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Sunday, August 13th, 2006
3:11 pm
Saturday:

Woke up at around 930am to get myself prepared for the beach and met up with zh, cc and sheena at around 1045am at cck before heading towards harbourfront. We filled our stomach before making a move into sentosa via cabbie. Siloso beach seems to be so UN-crowded these few weeks; was it due to the renovation or the locals are getting bored of the beaches in singapore?

Was totally indulged with the beach vball games and we won all the games again. I feel that it has really come to a point where we shld join all the beachvball competitions to receive priceless and precious experiences.

We packed our belongings and left sentosa at 530pm. I went to meet elaine at her house since she wasn't ready for dinner yet. We dine at junction 8 before chilling at a nearby playground. Though singapore is small and offers limited entertainment, i don't really mind so long as i could c my dear. Mwhaha...

I stayed over at her place but left early this morning asi need to hit gym later. I really miss you, piglet. =)

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Thursday, August 10th, 2006
3:32 pm
For once, i thought about my life. How should i move on from here; Should i still pursue the dream of participating in manhunt 2010 and achieving 80kg within this year, i know it sounds kinda stupid to you guys out there and you might be wondering whether bryan is building a castle in the air. However, ever since i met her, i have let go all of my dreams and happiness just to exchange for hers. I have no regrets about it and i will never.

I still remember the 'forever' that i said to you and it will always remain in my heart.




Alright, i will continue pursuing my dream and that means i might be hitting the gym 6days per week and 1.5hours each session but i will not be intaking supplement as these few months will be concentrating on my facial condition too. Gee!

Any gym takers ready to inherit such tedious training sessions with me?

current music: Zhang Jing Xuan - Hurt So Bad

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Sunday, August 6th, 2006
10:11 am - ..
To deal with the pimples on my face, i have stopped taking protein powder for these few months and bought a few new brand of facial products. mwhaha.... too vain? No, but who loves pimples anyway?

Saturday: Got up at 8+ to prepare myself for sentosa and met up with zhihong and yangfong at around 11am. Elaine and her friends were visiting the beach too but we went to the different areas. She settled down at Siloso beach whereas for us, we made ourselves at home at tanjong beach. We left the beach at around 5pm going 6.

Elaine, Kellyn, kellyn's friend and i made our way to esplanade for a quick dinner at subway before joining the crowd in enjoying the beautiful firework like a mountain tortise. Woo.... After the firework, An impromptu decision was made, we got ourselves some front seats at the esplanade stage and there was this performance by A Tribal (not really sure how the spelling goes). It wasn't really appreciated by us as the songs were in tamil and malay. jesus....

We called it a day and went home before 11.... it was a long day for all of us.

current mood: crazy
current music: you're still the one

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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
1:11 pm - another tiring weekend
Got my butt off my bed at around 8am to prepare myself for sentosa trip with zhihong. The weather looks relatively cool and sunny when we left our house and we were quite elated too. Thing doens't remain the way we like it to be, dark clouds were formed over the sky when noon arrived. Fuckkk, it meant that we had to pack our stuff and get ready to go home. Its the first time we left sentosa at such an early time but nvm, we had to go zouk in the night too. I went home to bath and change before heading off to zhihong's place to challenge him winning eleven. whahaha. His parents brought us for dinner at some place at choa chu kang. We gobbled our food and rushed to meet liyuan and cheng cheong at the bus interchange.

We were supposed to meet kelvin and 5 of his friends at 9pm but..... we reached at 930pm. Another tardyness from all of us! haha. We got into phuture before 10 and settled down at a table after a round of walking about in zouk. We ordered 2 buckets of heineken, 1 bucket of corona and 2 jugs of vodka redbull. WAH! i was gone even before i finished the buckets of heineken but my dear Elaine came to save me by helping me clear some of my drinks. thanks dear =). We kept playing fingers guessing and cheng cheong was the big winner. Unfortunately, since he was the big winner, the person on his left would be drinking the most and that was... ME!

After all the drinks, we headed to the dance floor and perform our individual stunts. Elaine was with Kellyn and michelle and they had to go off at around 3+ as kell's brother was coming to fetch them. Since we were still slightly awake and hungry, we picked geylang's soya as our next destination. Went off for our supper before heading home at around 5am.... Ah... what a long day..

I WANT TO GO GYM 4-5TIMES starting from next week to get the body and weight i want! no more of fried food, fats or drinks....!!!

current mood: tired
current music: Dying to hold you

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